I had a job interview a couple minutes ago. I was asked to answer in English. But I couldn't say and explain anything about me at all. I feel so blue :'( Vocabulary is too low and terrible. Speaking ability is getting worse day by day. I forget how to speak in English every single day. I need much more opportunity to talk in English and listen to English conversation. If I live in Japan normally, maybe it's not important to study English. I have a day when I don't speak only single English word. I should change to the new job which need an English ability if I really want to improve. Time to think seriously.
And I couldn't use polite expression form in Japanese! I used so many "hum", "aah", and "let me see." I have become not to speak fluently in Japanese!!! OMG! Should I go to Japanese school at first?
